Thursday, August 25, 2011

Memories I will never lose

mom and me in October 2010
Mom and dad with my youngest son

mom with both my boys
This morning my mom passed away... She was 59 years old,wife to my dad for 38 years, mom to me,two boys and grandma to four grand kids.
I feel numb right now. I know she is at peace and no more suffering. This still leaves a huge hole in my  heart. My mom and I may not of always seen eye to eye but she always pushed us to work hard and do better. She was always my biggest cheerleader,stood up for me,and told me how proud she was of me. She was a tough lady though you didn't mess around with her she would put you in your place! Yet she had a big heart and would do anything for you. Now I have to rely on these memories and cherish them. Her and I got really close these last five years. Had so many good and funny times together! We used to get giddy with each other and just laugh for no reason uncontrollably. We were known to talk on the phone 2 to 5 times a day. I will dearly miss that! It has been so hard these past three weeks to not pick up the phone. I found myself many times wanting to then  remembering she's not gonna answer. So like I said previously love the people in your life you just don't know how long you get them!
I love you mom!

8 comments:

  1. Praying for you....here if you need to talk :) Xoxoxo ~Ashley

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  2. Prayers for your loss and sadness. How wonderful you have the memories with your mom.

    ~Shanon

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  3. my prayers and thoughts are with you.

    xo
    molly

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  4. I know what you are feeling.
    I am so sorry to hear of your loss. Hold tight to those memories and keep them safe.

    Blessings and prayers for you!

    Melinda

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  5. I'm sorry for your loss. Sending love your way.

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  6. I am so sorry for your loss. I am thinking of you.

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  7. lifted you up in prayer. thanks for sharing a little about your mom...sounds like a wonderful woman and a wonderful life and legacy to be celebrated. God Bless!

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  8. Hugs and good thoughts your way. I'm so sorry to hear this sad news. Your mom was way too young!

    How absolutely unmeasurable are those memories you have of your mom these past few years?? That's so wonderful. We'll all be thinking of you.

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