|This is my youngest son. He is my baby and him and I seem to have or should say had a special connection. Maybe because we are a lot alike yet so different too.|
Now love is in the air.
|This is Charlie with his new girl. Don"t get me wrong she is a wonderful girl everything a mom could hope for their son to find. But I miss him! I know boys grow up and become men.|
|This is his best friend. This was the day I dropped him off at college.|
I guess as I sit here drinking my coffee and writing this post I just can"t believe how fast they do grow up. You have to let go and hope for the best for them and watch as they make their mistakes or as they succeed. You have to patiently sit back and know they will call you (or text) when they need you.
Yesterday I texted him because I hadn't heard from him for awhile and asked "Will I ever hear from you again?"
He answered back " About what?"
I said, "Um about how you are?" Or What have you been up to?"
He said, "Oh how have you been?"
Geez, mommy isn"t needed anymore! I just have such a hard time letting go. I'm not the only lady in his life now. I only wish happiness for him and his brother. My mom says they do come back and will always be there when they need something. For now he has a new love and her family is very good to him so he is a very lucky guy.
I will just have to take up some more hobbies to fill the void of my boys being grown ups. Easier said then done when being mom is all I have done for the last 20 years!